Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a overcast weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation sprang behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, similar to electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically begin with severe pain around a single eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe agony around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, like many causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose unusual remedies for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition note this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four operations before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a